I had just read a mail from my dearest friend.
She had deleted me from MSN. She also left a message and attached a song for me.
" This is the "Friend" song that I wanted to sing to you, but I know it's impossible!! All the best, stranger!!! I hope you do well in everything~ This is my last and for all message... Please hear! Let others of your good friends sing to you!! Haha, take care! I finish my promise to you... I won't find you, even if I am down. Hmm, take care! " --- Edited
[Title:一个像夏天 一个像秋天]
[Artist:范玮琪]
[Album:我们的纪念日]
词:姚若龙
曲:陈小霞
第一次见面看你不太顺眼
谁知道后来关系那么密切
我们一个像夏天一个像秋天
却总能把冬天变成了春天
你拖我离开一场爱的风雪
我背你逃出一次梦的断裂
遇见一个人然后生命全改变
原来不是恋爱才有的情节
如果不是你 我不会相信
朋友比情人还死心塌地
就算我忙恋爱
把你冷冻结冰
你也不会恨我
只是骂我几句
如果不是你 我不会确定
朋友比情人更懂得倾听
我的弦外之音
我的有口无心
我离不开Darling更离不开你
你了解我所有得意的东西
才常泼我冷水怕我忘形
你知道我所有丢脸的事情
却为我的美好形象保密
While hearing this song, I'm on the verge of tears. Tears just kept rolling down my 'freckling' cheek.
I thought I'm numb.
I thought I would never cry over friendships anymore.
I thought I could be able to take it.
I thought I'm strong.
I thought I could let go her and be normal good friends though she claimed that we're total stranger.
I thought I have no more feelings.
For all these, I'm wrong.
I still get emotional. I do have feelings. I couldn't help it... But cry.
Why? I just wanted to be normal good friends with you, and when things gets better, we'll be the forever zjpd. But you claimed to be strangers. I just don't get it. I ... ... ... am dumbfounded.
I need some fresh air.
I shall go to Esplanade to inhale new-refreshing air. :)
