Friday, May 16, 2008
I have multiple personalities.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
PHOTOGRAPHS
CHEMISTRY
Esplanade
(Elaine has more pictures)
NATURE
'ME' DAY
Monday, May 12, 2008
Post. xp
Woohoo!
After the previous post, I feel much more lighter now.
Hmm, after so much of discussion with Julia, we finally swam yesterday. I did my A-Maths homework in the afternoon whilst watching TV programme. Then Julia called me for a swim. She came to fetch me and we went to swim.
Cool! But no sun. No sun equals to No tan.=(
Julia forgot her goggle, and I, being a nice cousin of hers, lent her. HEHE! I intended to leave at 6pm. Julia agreed.
We each took turns to throw the goggle and challenged who would managed to get the goggle first. At 5.50pm, Julia throwed my goggle. Both of us were shocked that it landed so far away from us. Both of us swam towards the direction and looked for the goggle.
As there's a gigantic "thingy" there pouring water, vision there wasn't as clear. I "dived" into the pool to find. We went around to look for it. Julia went to take her spectacles. I then took my glasses too. But it was useless. HA.
So, Julia and I decided to separate ourselves to find that goggle. She went to one corner, and I went to another. Finally, at 6.10pm, I found it on the floor which is visible with one glance, but we weren't wearing our spec. HA! I wore it and swam towards Julia. Julia: "Ay?! You found it? Where?" HAHA! So funny. We actually spent 20minutes to find that goggle. HAHA!
We swam, or rather played for another 20minutes before leaving.
Okay, above doesn't seem SO a Mothers' Day to you. But I got a carnation for MUMMY. To be exact, it's a free carnation from MUTTONS! Ahaa, don't be jealous if you did not had one. Also, just describe me as the 'Hokkien Idiom' (4 Words, "GPGS"). HAHA!
Nina and I went to Raffles Place on Friday at 5.30pm for the carnation. She told me there was, so I accompanied her since I was free from remedial that day. I even got their autographs on my Happy Feets file and had a picture with them. Hehe.
At night, I gave it to Mum. She smiled secretly. HAHA! But I realised that it is attracting ants. I did cleaned up for her yesterday, but not today YET.
My 2nd brother bought her a watch from City Chain. The same thing, Mum was smiling away secretly. Sister suggested to give Mum and Dad a treat next Monday. I don't think my brothers can make it. So, sis was saying just the 4 of us (if Dad can make it).
Anyway, Mum is enjoying with her Tupperware since don't know when. HA. She may be mad over Tupperwares, but it's better than she spends her money in OG. Although shopping is more like an off-day thing. Besides, she just did a rebonding today. I have to admit that she looks younger than before. Haha. "Go Mummy Go!" =)
Sighed, I felt such a sucker myself. I had been avoiding to criticise myself. I don't mind people criticise me to an extent, as long as they know their limits and MINE of course. I felt that I had been offending people around me. It is as if I owed it to everyone. What have I done? Just casual remarks can evolved to casual BICKERRING..? I don't know. I just know this is unhealthy. I just know I suck, and may be the destroyer in your life. I don't rock, that's all I know.
I'm a hyprocrite myself sometimes I guess. I don't know how do others feel? Seriously, I don't know if people around me is/are hyprocrite/s. The mistrust, the tension, is leading to conflicts
(Social Studies). I'm not implying that all of you are hyprocrites. I just don't feel the security and the trust there sometimes. I'm sorry if offended, it's just another causal remark for me to vent out. I felt that this is how one treat one this second, and another way the next. I don't know if you guys catch it, but my friendship to every single one out there is genuine EXCEPT for some people who don't worth me.
I feel that I'm such a lousy person. I do not know if I am worth for some things like being the monitress of Sec 3 & 4Integrity'07 &'08 and the chairman post of NPCC'08. I do not know if am I the one who think too much, or too little, or ... I felt like a stupid person. I know there may be someone out there who is or are more suitable to take over my position. I know I'm not well-liked. I know I don't deserve these sometimes. But what can I do? I'm already appointed and had done my duties till this day, but WHO GIVE A DAMN? I just feel that I don't gain the THING in you guys. I don't expect much, I just hope everything around me is real and gain at least the LITTLE respect. If you were to say I didn't show any respect, then you must be the someone who don't worth me to be respected. If the fact is you dislike me and just don't feel like respecting me or whatever, let it be. Don't force yourself to smile at me or what. What I want is 'REAL' or maybe, 'NATURAL'. That's all.
I don't want to elaborate more. STAY HAPPY.:)
Hmm, YEAH! I finally passed my Geography with a B4. (
16/25 ) =
64 %. This is because I did study OK. Haha. If I were to put in more effort, A1, no kick lah. Oops. Just for laughs! xP
Attended a 2Day workshop last Tuesday and Wednesday to get us prepare for the English Mock Exam on Thursday. I do not know how will I fair. Just hope I can get at least a C6. A1 to C5 are WELCOME! HEHEHEHE!=D
Well, I guess nothing to more to add on le.
HAPPY DAY to everyone! :)
And lastly, I am SORRY if I offended anyone of you. :)
TAKE CARE, people!
SIGH.
I feel so unfair.
My siblings can actually enjoy themselves while I can't.
Out of the 100%, who's the one sacrificing most of his/her time for our grandma among the 5 of us?
That's ME.
Eldest Brother 2%
Eldest Sister 8%
Second Brother 29.5%
Third Brother 29.5%
Me 31%
I just came back from my Grandparents' room as I just massaged my grandmother.
Most of the time, I'm reluctant to help my grandmother.
In fact, 99% is equivalent to Most of the time.
I know I'm such an unfilial granddaughter.
I know she's my grandma and I shouldn't feel unfair about anything.
But looking at those cousins, and if you asked why is my result not as good as theirs, don't compare WEITING with them.
You know the reason.
What I want is just a condusive environment for me to study and relax.
The minute when I want to relax, it's always disrupted.
The minute when I am enthusiastic to study, it's disrupted.
I never have a good study area in my home.
Under this roof, lives 10 people.
They are my Grandpa, Grandma, Father, Mother, 3brothers, 1sister, maid and I.
There are 3 TV sets.
One in the living room which can bombs my whole house.
Another in the master-bed room which is equally as loud as the living room's.
The third one is in my grandparents' room.
The 3 TVs are noise pollutant to me when I want to have some time of my own.
I enjoy being at home, I love staying at home.
But to think that I have to face THIS reality,
I will stay out to study instead which also doesn't helps.
I am someone who forgives and forget. (OOPS. HA.)
As in, I was so frustrated the minute I stepped out of my grandparents' room, but am better now. Don't really bear grudges (only exception cases which I do not know if there's such).
HAIX! Sigh-ing is the best way to relieve for me.
I just feel like having every minutes and seconds living in my own world,
BUT this WORLD must filled with love and care from my family members and friends.
I don't know how to get back to the OLD me.
The Primary 6 me if I didn't remember wrongly.
During that period of time, I did ALMOST everything WILLINGLY.
This of course includes massaging my grandma.
I do not know why I turned out like this.
I want to be a good girl, but I somehow felt that the 'Hatred' heart is growing.
I shall get an 'antibiotic' later.
Monday, May 05, 2008
LALALA~
Got back my Chinese Paper today, didn't do well for it. I scored 25/50 for my Composition, 15/20 for my Letter Writing, 21/40 for my Chinese Oral and 33/70 for my Chinese Paper 2, I have no idea for my Paper 3. Anyway, my overall Chinese result is 53%. I'm ready to bang the wall. =(
"OK, so is it the wall bang me, or I who bang the wall?"
CRAP. xp
Hmm, I can never escape from Chinese Remedial. Hopefully, this will do me good. =)
Anyway, GOOD news! I've finally found a WONDERFUL place to study --- Esplanade. Yes, it may be far for some of us, but don't forget, with the advance technology, there's an invention called the 'Mass Rapid Transit'. Look, from Kovan to Dhoby Ghaut, then to City Hall, it takes less than an hour.
*Look at the BLUE dots*
It is a peaceful and quiet place to study, only if you got the correct spot. I actually studied my Geography exam over there and everything went into my head. Cool! Not exactly everything, but at least, I absorbed more than I usually does. I had some shots during Labour Day with Elaine. I will upload the pictures later.
Saturday, I went to Nina's place for Wii! I won!!! LALALA~ Haas, OK. Then, she went to my cousin's house and we studied together. Nina and I had dinner at her house and my cousin's house. We're dying! LOL! I will start exercising! x)
Yesterday was Lenson's and Weikit's birthday.
"HAPPY BIRTHDAY GUYS!!!" =)
Sec4Mata08 celebrated Weikit's birthday in School earlier on. Cheesheng and I were supposed to distract his attention. Therefore, Cheesheng lied to Weikit telling him that we have to discuss the logistic items for the Telematch for Area7 Games' Day. Not bad, everything went on quite well, except for some "anm4 chio3". Later, Weikit tried to turn to his back, but Cheesheng managed to turned him back in time. "In time? Not sure. HAHA!" After awhile, I suspect Weikit knew it already. In addition, there is a window right infront of him. Conclusion, "REFLECTION"! "Oh my goodness, how dumb can we get? Haha!" Anyway, the fools turned out to be Cheesheng and I. Since we were supposed to "trick" him, in turn, he "tricked" us. He said that he knew it as he had some "NICE" friends who told him. Well, he was very nice to cooperate with us. =.='''
I got the first slice, HURRAY!=) But it's small.=( HA! But I still ate it OK. I'm not so ... "BH"? Hehe.
HMM! Lijing and I were learning some similes during Chemistry lesson just now. Some similes such as:
As hungry as "blackhole"
As big as ______
As cute as ______
As _____ as ______
As _____ as ______
LALALA~ No offence. LALALA~
O.O I had found 《为你写诗》's piano score. Yeah! This is my first time I found the score so easily. YIPEE! I had tried to play it on the piano, but I used a donkey years to finish the piece. AHAA! Don't laugh at me, I'm a piano noob. :/
Anyway, a piece for SI TAN WAN TING! :))
"Hehe, I've come out with NO answer yet. But I've heard Cheesheng's answer, if he didn't lie to me. HA. Hopefully, 55% YES, 45% NO. The final answer will be after I get my O'level results. Yup, thank you! Take care!"
Haix, suppose to shop groceries with my Mum now. Hmm, ... Never mind.
YEAH! A reminder to every children in the world, "It's MOTHERS' DAY on the upcoming Sunday!!!"
Alright, I had done a research on 'Snoring' last night. I did it as it was just out of my curiosity. I wonder why do people snore and how can snorers stop snoring. I didn't know it can be kind of serious. Well, you should just check it out.
Link: http://www.britishsnoring.co.uk/how_to_stop_snoring.php
HAPPY DISCOVERING! :)
